Thursday, January 1, 2009
Ok finally the long awaited 2009 is here. My New Year started off perfectly at 12am with my bf going on his knees to propose to me. He said some relationship vows which he promised to keep and read me a long love poem which he took very long to read finish. Haha either way, i accepted his official proposal and he presented me a white studded necklace wif a pair of earrings set. It was so sweet. So im finally attached officially and me and Haruna jus realised that our anniversaries will be falling on the same date, which is the 1st of every month..=)
At about 4 plus in the morning, i got a call from my parents asking me to get my ass home now. They sounded very disturbed and Raj and me had no choice but to pack up our tents and rush back in cab. My bf ended up waiting for me near my blk for 2 hrs while i went home to find out wad was wrong. There were some problems between me and my dad becos of a Bastard who gave an anoymous call to my hse at 4, screwing me to my dad. I swear if i ever find out who that fucker is, i make sure he answers for every single drop of tears that i shed today becos of him.
Anyways, my dad and I are not on talking terms currently. My mum is acting as our mediator for the time being. I really hope that things get better soon.
Raj was all the way consoling me and i fell asleep on his shoulders today morning before going to temple. We both were super tired. I went to temple looking like a maid as i had no mood even to dress up and jus then, we met most of his frens plus mine in the temple. Wad a timing!
Anyways even though my first day of a brand new year started off well and ended like crap, im very happy that im officially his and felt so loved by him when he held me and told me that everything will be ok and he that will always be there, and that no mater wad difficulties may arise, he promised to face it wif me.
2009 New Year Resolutions
1) Quit drinking
2) Quit smoking
3) Lose some weight (i doubt on this one)
4) Save up money
5) Be more hardworking
Have decided to quit my bad habits. I realised that i cant keep turning to them when im faced wif stress. One day i have to stop this habits. I might has well start now. My bf looked so happy when i told him that im gonna quit those 2. Haha.
I love you like I love a day
when everything goes right
I love you like I love to lay
and watch the stars at night
I love you like I love the rain
its lustful calm embrace
I love you like I love to laugh
until it hurts my face
I love you like I love to drive
with no real destination
I love you like I love the thrill
of pure infatuation
But most of all I love you like
I love a cherished friend
Who holds me tight, dries my tears
and loves me to the end
*iloveuKanagarajandIalwayswill*
10:16 PM
