Sunday, January 25, 2009
Have been too busy wif project and tuitions to update regularly but these are the happenings for this wk...Wednesday Ashwin peed in my 3/4 jeans today. Right after he woke up, he was crying and i carried him to calm him down. Apparently, he calmed down by doing his business in my jeans. Haha
ThursdayBf went for wisdom tooth operation at Alexandra hospital, the place where he was born. Apparently he has all 4 of them and has to have them removed. But he only removed one on that day. Followed him there in the morning but the surgery was only at 3pm and i had two tuition that day so i left arnd 2 plus. Went off for my both tuition and went to Clementi at night to see him and got him porridge. It pained me to see him so much in pain and i was unable to do anything. I jus prayed hard to god that he should get well soon. FridayAll the 3 couples in our group (shaktee + titus), (haruna+siva) , (me+raj) together wif Rosey had a get together. Since the usual place we always go to had forsaken us last min, we went to a new place. I dun wish to elaborate abt how the place looked but overall the events that took place that day was fun. All of us enjoyed ourselves and were entertained by Rosey's singing, Shaktee's toppling of the ash tray onto the bed, Haruna accidentally spilling my drink on the floor, Siva and Rosey being waxed. Haha. After Rosey left, all of us had time alone wif our respective partners. Took a cab from there to city hall. Bf sent me off home and went back. I was too tired by the time i got home.SatWent jurong Point wif bf to watch movie, Love matters. A very funny chinese show. We were getting weird looks from most of the pple in the theatre as we were the only indians, together wif one fellow who came wif his chinese frens. Spent some time wif him after movie was over and went home. SunStuck at home, hoping to finish project by today. Have been naggy due to PMS. My stomach has been a real bitch. Spoke to his grandmother today in fone. She is such a sweetheart. She blessed me to have a good life =) Bf is out wif his frens and me tusck wif my project which i cant wait to finish.
*i want nothing more than to be wif u*
11:50 AM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Ok there is soo much to update for these past few days. ThursdaySiva got a rental car and picked me up from my place. Even though he got lost in Yishun for a while, he managed to find my place, thanks to my right directional indications =) He is a pretty good driver, except for the fact that he LOVES putting sudden brakes at times just to scare us (Me, Rosey, Haruna and Shaktee) or to put me thru pain since i was stuck at the car boot when we went to fetch my bf from Woodlands. He got half day off that day since he wasnt having toothache =(While the rest were in class, me Siva and Raj went to Sembawang park to jus chitchat. We just ended up gossiping about my ex =) Time really flies whenever we talk abt that fucker cos no matter how much we talk abt him, it just aint enuff.After their class was over, we 3 went back to RP to meet them and after a while, all of us left. Managed to take a pic in Siva's car wif Haruna's help. My bf dropped me off at my tuition place after spending some time wif me. By the time tuition ended, i was super shagged. That was when my second ex msged me to meet up wif him for awhile. We met and he asked from me a very awkward favour. Haiz. And me being the samatarian, i decided to help him =)
Me in his carFridayNothing much happened. Was just going thru my project which is almost complete. Went for tuition in the evening. Bf was stuck in camp wif tattoo checking. Apparently, his officers liked his tattoo so much and asked him to put another one in the other arm. Wad a encouragment.SaturdayWas suppose to have some outing wif his bro but it didnt really wrk out since i had tuition in the afternoon and he had urumee prac in the evening, which got cancelled later on. Went to watch Villu at Causeway. The movie was good. My bf was drooling at the heroine. *Smacks forehead 3 times*After that, mum called and pissed me off. I ended up in tears in the bus but Raj consoled me in a very funny way which i rather not talk about. Hehe. Ran into one of his frens on our way back. I was dressed like an auntie. Wad a timing. Its always like this. When i dress stylo, no one sees me. When i come worst than a maid, dun know from where all frens of his or mine pop out. Haiz. Overall, the day ended well wif him sending me off after spending some time wif me =)
* You have WOWed me from the very beginning. Love u baby*
11:57 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Spent the whole day at home, entertaining my bf who was bored in camp, sleeping and finally getting down to doing my project at night. Got back my stuff today. Finally =). Now my only wish is not to ever see that fuck face in my lifetime.
Meeting up wif Siva, Haruna and Rosey tmr at RP. I miss them=). Hope to meet my bf tmr but wonder wads the plan.
Have made plans on Sat wif his bro to go bowling. Hmm it will be a perfect bonding session wif him.Muahahaha..
On a seperate note, Haruna pls ask ur bf to stop spamming my tagboard. And Siva, i know that life is unfair. My mum says it to me all the time, but u dun have to prove it to me by being biased also. Im still waiting for u to screw Rosey for that comment! =)
Exactly a mth to Valentine's Day =)* I love U. I love US*
11:40 PM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Went to Clarke today wif him. Since my bf hasnt been to any bar b4, i did the honors of bringing him around. We went to two bars; Crazy elephant where he had the drink sex on the beach and me blue lagoon and in the Retro bar, he had submarine(beer+vodka) while i had lychee martini. All the drinks were nice =) We're planning to go back there again when Les gets back. We didnt drink much as both of us were feeling tired; him from work and me after tuition and still recovering from my flu. Nevertheless, it was a nice outing.He has duty tmr so we're unable to meet. On thurs, i will be super busy wif my tuition so we cant meet as well =(On a happier note, im getting back my passport and make up kit from that Fat Bastard tmr. I have to pass him 165 bucks and he will pass me back my stuff. Thank god he is not coming and he will pass it to one of the gals that i know and i will be getting my stuff from her. Finally! I make sure i spit and curse on the money b4 giving. Haha. Oh well, i always believe that wad goes around will come around, even if not now, one day he will pay for everything he has done. As for me, he is one of the biggest mistake i have ever made in life and am just so glad that i only wasted 5 mths wif him and that chapter closed b4 it was too late. My project is gonna be successfully completed soon =) Hope everything falls in place soon.
*I cant see a future that doesnt include u*
11:46 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
Woke up feeling like crap today..was down with flu and sore throat. Upon hearing that i was sick, my bf came all the way down to Woodlands in cab to pick me up after my tuition. He brought me to eat dinner and sent me home. Such a sweet pie =)
I miss Lester! He is coming back after CNY and we have made plans to go Clarke to drink once he is back. Apparently my New Year resolutions are going down the drain.
I get jealous when u look at other women when im beside u. Even though u are being honest wif me abt it, i do feel jealous that ur eyes are swaying at someone else, even for that one second. I cant help it. I feel jealous and i cant do anything about it..=)*The fact that u are wif me gives me the strength to face up to difficulties and gives me hope that everything will be alright*
11:55 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Was suppose to start a new tuition today at Thomson but apparently it got canceled and the agent didnt even bother mentioning it to me. Haiz was a wasted trip there. After that, went to meet my sweet bf at Clementi MRT Station and we both made our way to Bugis to look for shoes for him. He jus g0t his pay today=) and that means lots of treats on the way for me!!! Yipee =)We were unable to look around properly due to the large crowd at Bugis street so we just walked to Tekka. Got some sweets at the arcade and my bf finally got himself a devotional movie that he has been looking for for days thanks to his sweet and pretty and loving gf =) ME!!!!!We walked past saree shops and i was making 'WOW' noises as i saw each of them. One pink saree wif bright blue stones caught my eye and am planning to get that once i get my pay since i dun have a pink saree.I took the bus back and he went off to Clementi to his fren's place to watch the movie wif him. Me jus finished watching Om shanti Om and it is really a beautiful movie wif great acting. SRK looks hot, as usual.Im having tuition everyday from Mon-Sun and am unable to meet him as often as last time. Despite being understanding, i know he feels sad and im trying my best to balance everything.*When u put your warm arms around me, i feel so protected and wish time stands still so that the moment lasts*
10:00 PM
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Ok this is my 51st post..hmmm thats fast.. havent been doing much these past few days. Have started tuition already. Finally am getting some income in. Bf is in camp now, having duty. I miss him
Met up wif Rosey, Haruna in RP for lunch. After that, we caught up wif Valli outside skool and they followed me to my new tuition block. We were catching up on latest updates wif Valli. Hmm that habit never dies in either of us. Haha
My dad is pretty much ok wif me alrdy. But still, its gonna take time before everything seems completely ok and my mum stops worrying as much as she does now.
Project is due Jan 30th and am still stuck on it. Now that tuition has started also,i must speed up my project. Stress Stress.
*iloveubaby*
11:49 PM
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Things havent really been smooth sailing for me and its only been three days since 2009 began. Haiz..
Went to watch Bedtime stories movie wif him at PS. The movie was nice where the bedtime stories Adam Sandler told his niece and nephew came alive. How i wish my life was also like that, where it can be controlled by me. Haha.
Came home and carried the second boy to my room. Out of the blue, he started crying his lungs out. I freaked out like hell. Luckily Raj was arnd to tell me that everything will be ok. I nearly cried when i saw the baby crying soo much for no reason. My dad screwed me for bringing the child to the room. Things are neva gonna get better between me and my dad i guess. I keep getting blamed for things that sometimes isnt even my fault. But im already used to this. Things has always been like this for me. Getting blamed or screwed for things that i dun even do at times.
House loan hasnt been approved yet and its alrdy Jan. This sucks but cant do much except to wait. 2009 hasnt been great so far but am hoping it would be better soon.
*iloveuraj*
8:59 PM
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Ok finally the long awaited 2009 is here. My New Year started off perfectly at 12am with my bf going on his knees to propose to me. He said some relationship vows which he promised to keep and read me a long love poem which he took very long to read finish. Haha either way, i accepted his official proposal and he presented me a white studded necklace wif a pair of earrings set. It was so sweet. So im finally attached officially and me and Haruna jus realised that our anniversaries will be falling on the same date, which is the 1st of every month..=)
At about 4 plus in the morning, i got a call from my parents asking me to get my ass home now. They sounded very disturbed and Raj and me had no choice but to pack up our tents and rush back in cab. My bf ended up waiting for me near my blk for 2 hrs while i went home to find out wad was wrong. There were some problems between me and my dad becos of a Bastard who gave an anoymous call to my hse at 4, screwing me to my dad. I swear if i ever find out who that fucker is, i make sure he answers for every single drop of tears that i shed today becos of him.
Anyways, my dad and I are not on talking terms currently. My mum is acting as our mediator for the time being. I really hope that things get better soon.
Raj was all the way consoling me and i fell asleep on his shoulders today morning before going to temple. We both were super tired. I went to temple looking like a maid as i had no mood even to dress up and jus then, we met most of his frens plus mine in the temple. Wad a timing!
Anyways even though my first day of a brand new year started off well and ended like crap, im very happy that im officially his and felt so loved by him when he held me and told me that everything will be ok and he that will always be there, and that no mater wad difficulties may arise, he promised to face it wif me.
2009 New Year Resolutions
1) Quit drinking
2) Quit smoking
3) Lose some weight (i doubt on this one)
4) Save up money
5) Be more hardworking
Have decided to quit my bad habits. I realised that i cant keep turning to them when im faced wif stress. One day i have to stop this habits. I might has well start now. My bf looked so happy when i told him that im gonna quit those 2. Haha.
I love you like I love a day
when everything goes right
I love you like I love to lay
and watch the stars at night
I love you like I love the rain
its lustful calm embrace
I love you like I love to laugh
until it hurts my face
I love you like I love to drive
with no real destination
I love you like I love the thrill
of pure infatuation
But most of all I love you like
I love a cherished friend
Who holds me tight, dries my tears
and loves me to the end
*iloveuKanagarajandIalwayswill*
10:16 PM
Thursday
Me in his car
