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Tuesday, December 2, 2008


Circumstances tend to change a person's life very much. Everyone wont be the same all the time. Circumstances and the things that have happened in my life in these recent months have changed me so much that even i myself dont know who am i anymore. I used to be this gal who doesnt have any bad habits.. who was able to take stress and still carried on with life without much worries or sadness.

Now, i have started drinking and smoking. I wish i can stop myself from all this but they seem to provide me temporary relievement from my problems. I know that they are not permanent solutions to my worries or my depression. However, they peovide me with relief for jus that 5 mins when i smoke or the 30 mins when i drink. This is not an excuse for me to start all these habits but i cant help myself.

Having reached the age 21, i find myself facing so much difficulties and responsibilities are awaiting me. Planning to find a part time job and continue with teaching tuition till i graduate. Time seems to be passing so fast and so much needs to be done in so little time.

Despite not being the gal he expected me to be in the end, my bf still understands wad im going thru and still supports me in wadever i do and accepts me the way i am. Even though i know that deep down he does not like me smoking, he just accepts it because he knows that im so stressed right now and smoking is giving me the temporary relievement that i need.

Thanks lot sweetheart for being so understanding. The fact that u are beside me everyday gives me the tweeny weeny hope that things will get better soon. I Love U and U are like one of the best things that has ever happened to me in my life.

12:47 AM

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