Sunday, November 16, 2008
Today im stuck at home packing up stuff.. I cant believe im leaving my home in abt 2 wks time.. i have lived here for 11 years and i always thought that my sis and i would get married in this hse.. But i guess my family have started taking things well.. they look more happier now.. my mum no longer whines that much.. my dad doesnt seem to shout that much anymore.. even my sis and i have started talking alot more than usual..haha surprising.. My cousins and aunt are coming over to my place later to help with the packing and after that we are all going for dinner.. Its been very long since we all ate together as one, big family..
The past two days have been filled with alot of sweet and happy moments.. On fri i went to temple with Raj..after that we went to meet his frens and he introduced me to them.. they were really frendly and they made me feel welcomed..after that he accompanied me all the way back home and went off..
Yesterday we both went to catch Madagascar 2 at Bugis.. we were sitted right at the back corner and i was not able to see abit of the screen and had to sit up properly to see the screen. The back seats are suppose to be the so called best seats but apparently in Bugis, they were the worst..
He surprised me with a love letter on Fri.. even though the letter was hurriedly written, his thought to surprise me and the words in it made me feel so special and loved..I felt so touched by after reading the letter and the poem at the end of the letter was so sweet..No one has ever made me feel this special in my life..not even any of my ex boyfrens..no one.. after so long im receiving a love letter.. the last time i got one was when i was 16..
The simplest things he does brings a smile to my face and makes me feel very loved and warm..The more i see him, the more i feel my heart racing when i look at his face..into his eyes..I feel myself getting drawn to him and i cant seem to stop it..
I never knew about happiness,
I didnt think that dreams would come true,
I didnt believe in love
Until I finally met you
Thanks for this lovely poem sweetheart.. You make me feel special and u complete my life..
Things seem to be getting better now.. My family is shifting to my aunt's place and we are most welcome to stay there as long as we want to till we get a new house..I feel much closer to my family now as we are all sticking together to get thru with this.. Raj makes me feel so loved that i feel so gifted... Have a few but wonderful frens..what more can i ask for?
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