Sunday, November 23, 2008
Yesterday afternoon, Raj came over to my place. I was very nervous as this was the first time he was coming over to my place and he is probably the last person outside my family seeing my house as im shifting out next Sat.He found my mum pretty frendly and amusing and my dad quiet. My dad has always been a man of few words and my mum is the one who yaks alot and i take after my mum in that yakking area. Haha.
After that, he got a last minute invitation from Haruna and so we both went over to her place. It was soo fun in her hse. As usual, i did one of my clumsy acts by accidentally pouring the drink on the dining table cos i got distracted by Rosey who was busy calling me names. Haha. My bf jus gave me the ' U did it again' face and after that everyone was so worried to pass me the plate or the cups. So much of confidence in me. And ya Raj broadcasted my drunk blabbering recording to Shaktee, Rosey and Haruna. I swear when i find that recording in that phone Kanagaraj, im so gonna delete it.
Meanwhile, Sinna was msging and calling me to ask if he could meet me. He sounded so disappointed when i said i cant make it.He surprised me by waiting near my blk. I didnt expect him to be there waiting for the past half an hour. He has been wanting to see me and when i told him that i cant make it and that im in Haruna's place, he sounded so disappointed and said that no matter how long it takes, he will wait for me. In the end, he did wait and even bought me a brooch as a deepavali gift.. i was seriously at a loss of words..
When he had a chance to make things up to me, he wasted it. Now he wants me when my heart already belongs to someone else; when i wish to be with someone else; someone whom im madly in love with. I really dun understand that guy. He wants to make a comeback into my life when everything is already too late and i have already lost my heart to someone else.
Everyone in Haruna's hse officially knows that Raj is my bf, except her dad. Even her grandmum came and asked me if he was my husband and if we were married. I told her no and that we were like gf and bf but she took it that he was some sort like my husband. Haha.
We played some card games and Rosey was giving so much of mixed reactions and omg that was so funny. For once, she was like the joke of the day and not me.Muahahaha. My bf showed some card tricks to them and Rosey couldnt get it at all, even after 3 demos. Haha..she had the lost child look on her face. We got so carried away by the games and i only left her place arnd 11. Raj and I took a cab to my place and in the cab i cried for some reason. Everything is going so well between Raj and me and i was just so scared that something may go wrong between us. I wish i can tell him how much i love him at times but in the end, all i can say is that I love You. These 3 words says it all..
2:15 AM
