Friday, November 21, 2008
Almost everyday there is something happening in my life right now. Yesterday i was suppose to meet up with Sivashanker to follow him to camp. After dragging my ass out of my bed at 9, i spent about 20 mins waking him up and after about 24 missed calls, he finally woke up. Due to some changes in plan, i went over to Woodlands to meet up with Haruna and gang while Siva made his way to RP. It was really fun with all of them and during lunch, Rosey got me a hot dog bun where the hot dog is extremely long and big..haha..ya i know.. So everyone there, esp the guys, had some comments about it. At abt 4 plus, Siva left and i accompanied him to the MRT station and halfway to the Mrt station, i ended up carrying his backpack for him. Such a bully la that fellow..haha..i had no idea that i miss him so much till i met him yesterday.. He is the kind of guy where i can open up to and talk to him about literally anything and not feel uncomfortable about it.. Not just me, everyone in the group is very comfortable with Siva and we actually can spend hours talking about anything..He is such a cute ass la..haha
After that, we dropped by Haruna's aunt place awhile. I was busy helping myself to the biscuits there and did i mention that she has a cute son but he has a very 'dont talk to me' face. So ya.. After that, i rushed over to Clementi to meet Raj. We were suppose to go to the Forest Walk but i forgot to take down the bus no to take so we ended up going to Mount Faber Park. This was my first time going there and it was a very long walk from Vivocity to the park. My legs were killing me but i tried myself not to whine as i didnt wanna spoil the moment and he really wanted to bring me there and i didnt wanna spoil that. But in the end, i started whining when i realised that even after walking for 20 mins, the park was not there yet. Finally after much walking and whining from me, we reached the park.
The park was very windy and there were some really beautuful houses along the way to the park. We sat down at one of those bench chairs and enjoyed the breeze that welcomed us. The view was pretty bad cos the trees were not trimmed yet so there was not much of a view to see and the chairs were placed at wierd places. But overall, the moment i spent with him was very sweet. After that, it got pretty late by the time we left the park, so i had to catch a cab and run home..
Even though everything seems pretty much happy and perfect now, some things are still disturbing me. I am shifting next Sat to my aunt place. As much as i dont wish to go there, i dont seem to have much of a choice right now. Jus praying that the loan get approved soon. Meanwhile, Sinna has been msging me and calling me. All of a sudden, he is being like this. Jus now, he called and asked if things were ok and he actually told me that he misses me. I didnt know what to reply so i just said that i have been pretty busy with shifting and all. He told me that he is booking out later and asked if i had the time to come and meet him. I just said im not sure if i can make it and answered ok for everything and hung up the phone. I felt very disturbed after that.
Even though i feel happy now, some things just keeps coming back and distorts my mind at times.
9:56 AM
